I told you I need you and you screamed, “hallelujah, here we go.” I hoped you believed me when I told you you were beautiful.

You’re always telling me, oh I’m so inadequate, oh I’m not skinny enough. But no fuck that, you’re the only one who’s good enough for me. You are beautiful, so don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise. 

Your lips touching mine in the photobooth

"If I had a flower for every time I thought of you…I could walk through my garden forever."

But it’s nothing to cry about because we’ll hold each other soon, in the blackest of rooms.

Things I love about you.

1. Your smile. 

2. The way you say my name. Even when you’re angry with me, the way you say my name just makes me want to smile and kiss you and apologise even if I didn’t do a thing.

3. I like the fact that you read. Lots of girls only ‘read’ trashy novels and magazines. You read good books.

4. You’re a good cuddler.

5. I love you because you complete me. 

6. Because you are my heroin. Heroin with an e works too.

7. I love you because you know exactly what to say to make me feel better. And, you give great advice. 

8. You helped me get through some of the toughest, most heartwrenching situations in my life.

9. You have somehow made me a better person. 

10. I love how we don’t have to talk about anything in particular, but just being there with you, in the silence, is good enough for me.

11. Because you comfort me like a mother, party like my girlfriend.

12. Because you = peace+cake+the feeling I get when I listen to Bon Iver on rainy nights

13. I know that someday, all of this will end. But just remember, my wasted heart will always love you. 

But for now we are young let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see

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I never thought I would end up loving you as much as I do now. I told myself, before I ‘met’ you, never again. Never again would I let someone in, to be so vulnerable. But I let you in and that has to be the only thing I’ve done right in my whole life. The past doesn’t matter anymore, she doesn’t matter anymore. The only thing that matters is you and me. Us. The only thing that matters is us. What a beautiful word.

You are the girl, that I’ve been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl.

Please, my love please, I’ll kill who you hate take off that dress you won’t freeze.